Tears in my ears

It’s 4:30am. It’s about 27 hours before we’re scheduled to head to the Jimmy Everest Center for Childhood Cancer at Oklahoma Children’s hospital. 2 hours before my shift in the camp kitchen begins. I am laying in a bed at camp. If you’ve been to camp you may know that means I’m exhausted and the… Continue reading Tears in my ears

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3 years ago

3 years ago was day 1 of chemo for our girl.

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Reminders

Saturday morning snack tasting like medicine. Some memories take a lot longer to fade.

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Scan Eve

Tomorrow is “scan day” it’s been 3 months since our last scans, so it’s time. This is the one year post-treatment batch. So, we get to add some lab work to the mix. For days now we’ve been a bit out of sorts. No, worrying about it doesn’t help -but trying to pretend it isn’t… Continue reading Scan Eve

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A Hard Season

Sometimes admitting and sharing the hard stuff helps. This is me doing that. Skip over this one if you don’t want to read about hard stuff 🙂

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Frustrated girl

An unfortunate reminder of the lingering effects of cancer popped up on the playground.

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So, so hard!

Really rough moments at the end of treatment scans.

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Week 15

Week 15 of treatment had a new low.

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